Bad Behavior aside....

Never have I ever felt everything and happy then I do when I am with him! At first I thought it was because the sex was so amazing. It was just a random Thursday night and I met EB through a mutual friend and after a lot of alcohol the idea of getting laid seemed appealing. However this what not your regular jaunt what happened that night made sure that I would never ever be able to feel intimacy in a vanilla fashion ever again! Once I had made my mind to fuck him I knew that it would probably be ordinary and I would leave feeling dissatisfied with my choice in the morning. I would do the walk of shame at 7am with my head held low and question my drinking decisions, this was not my first one night stand, but not something that I was accustomed too. But this day this time I walked away feeling elated, excited, and erratic!I had never been spanked or whipped so hard during sex. My ass was sore in the morning and I was confident that there would be a bruise.During our first sexual encounter we had sex three times I passed out during the third time after I orgasmed and for the first I was not sure if he had reached climax, but I was so content that I didn't even inquire or try to please him any further. His sexual execution is careful and  meticulous. Every move calculated and sure. I admire that about him! While I can't recall his kisses as being amazing I remember the thrusting movement of his ass being hard and powerful and my hands being tied up and I didn't give a shit if he ever let me go. I ache when he is away, when the bruises fade I miss him, and when the soreness is gone I feel nothing! The physical pain he inflicts infiltrates my psyche, the emotional and mental damage he causes me lets me know that he is hurting just as much as I am! He says that I piss him off and then placate him perhaps because I need to ensure that my punishment will be brutally painful. The idea of submitting to any man has never crossed my mind. Before the idea of submitting to any man was ridiculous. And while I go drone on about how sexually satisfied I am with him, what I know of him after the sex is a man that is gentle, kind, and thoughtful. This is not to say that he does not know what he wants  I remember waking up and wanting only to please him!